MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Tuesday, August 24, 2004~~

Hey...its 10.58pm le...now den i rem i wanted to write an entry..haha...short term memory. Today was moi last paper. This time took 3 papers..microbio, inorganic & phyical chem, and maths stats 1. Microbio took during my study week le...it was quite ok...got some careless mistakes..but overall tink its average.

Then maths stats took yest'. Poor jess lo. Kevin told her wrongly tt we taking chem instead of maths den she blur blur go study chem. wah..sian 1/2 lo. Altho' i can say tt maths nothin much to study, but i tink its the mental prep we shld hav lo. Suddenly ask me go take another sub the paper i also will be filled wif anxiety no matter wad..Anyway, we went to take the paper awhile later and first, we got so stuffed up by waiting in the staircase lobby, den aft lotsa pple panicked over which seats are theirs..stupid wan...bad organisation. keke. The paper was overall ok also..but quite tricky. I got stunned so many times i tot i cannot make it le. But luckily manage to "kai qiao" in time and made some changes. haha..but silly me can still write corr working but wrong heading for moi workings...sian 1/2 again..haha.

Today chem, haiz..E tot of it quite sad alr lo. i confess tt i din realli study for it la..but i tot i understand well enuff to scrape thru wif good grades lo..now i tink otherwise alr. My mcqs alr got a few careless mistakes and the structured! Omg..not tt i dunno how to do lo..i dun understand the qns well enuff to giv the corr ans...shitty lo. The paper is upon a 100. i tink i can barely make it to a 75 lo...

hai..v v v v v sad lo. Cos i lyk chem, but i cannot score for it wan. Weird tink is, i tink i might b able to do better in MB than chem lo...I act aim for all As for my 3 modules wan, pple may tink i m a high-flyer. Always aim so high..but being who i m, i cant help it... i wanna strive for a good future...cos i need to ans to my parents...to my sis..etc..and to moiself..haiz..crap. This paper is only 15% or so la...so i jus hafta work harder the next time round. I m gonna play and relax tis wk, den try harder again. Buck up gal!

thinking abt relaxing reminds me of my OCOM and IAC project i hafta rush lo. OCOM...i guess i m jus gonna read some papers or anyhow search the net to see if there's any interesting stuff i can tok abt. Its not realli a worry to me. As for IAC, its a grp work kinda tink. And its grp wrk wif pple from other courses...and toking abt responsibility. I guess poly pple's attitude can be some kinda slack but i tink we shld be more considerate n tink abt our grp mates too lo. My IAC pro has been stagnant for mths and now tt its gonna due my grp mates still dun bother to do lo. WTF....not tt i realli bother abt it but its such a simple project lo. i jus wanna do finish and get over wif it lo. Is it tt hard to lay our pens down and get tinks done? I rather we xin ku abit for a few days den we can relax rather than slack and let the due date stay at the back of our minds till we finally hav no choice but to do lo. haiz...hope my grp mates wake up and do sth abt it lo. I noe aft tt time, we hav all done a bit of research alr..so lets jus meet up and do it once and for all lo..hai..Diff expectations la..i supposed...wadeva....

Anyway, these few days haf been quite emotional la...hai..personal probs and stuff..hopefully my fren and i can clear tinks up n start from scratch again...i dun wanna lose a gr8 fren...becos of some slight confusion...

Lastly, i realli lyk the song "sometimes love just ain't enough". anyone interested can try listening to tis song. My pals love it too..meaningful n soothing. (,")

*DeRe's A daNgEr iN LoVin SuMboDy ToO mUcH...
n ItS sAd WhEn U NoE iTs Ur HeArT U CaN't TruSt..
DeRe's A ReAsoN y PpLe Dun StAy WhErE tHeY R..
BaBy SoMeTiMes LoVe JuSt AiN't EnuFf...*

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